I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me "kinda a lot," and that you miss me "kinda a lot." I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take.
This is really beautiful. The quote is one of my favorites. A little advice: boxes and closests and boundaries and fear are not places where people can live. So take chances when you can, learn when you can, hurt when you can, heal when you can, and love with a love so bright that even yourself are attracted to it. Everything will work itself out.
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